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Ack, I am so tired. So I'll just ramble for a while before I drag my bones to the gym… I really have to get at this microdermal interview. It's completed, I just have to edit it into a usable form and lay it up.

So these days everything is labelled “no peanuts”, and most schools are “nut free zones” because so many kids have severe, life threatening allergies to nuts (and many other things). I have no allergies personally — I don't even respond to poison ivy — and even bugs don't bite me. I also suspect I've drank more urine and feces than nearly anyone reading this (spring runoff made our wells very gross), and I think that helped immeasurably. Not that I go out looking for cow patties to chew on, but the fact is that we're designed/evolved to live in filth, and people who choose to alienate themselves from filth ultimately alienate themselves from life.

I've mentioned numerous times that if you look at the biomass that makes up a “human”, the vast majority of what you'll find is non-human (we're basically a human “framework” with a multitude of microbial symbiotic life filling in the gaps). I've also mentioned that humans and microbes co-evolved (whether you believe this was an active or a passive process), including our immune system which depends deeply on the planet's microbial life being stable. I've also mentioned that plastics in the environment (which don't break down, and mimic hormones when exposed to animal life) are dramatically changing our (which includes our human and non-human portions) development — for example, I just read a story saying that testosterone levels were down by half or something (as well as sperm counts, semen volume, and more).

So anyway, this pollution and a ton of other changes we keep making to our environment and lifestyles have destabilized our immune systems to the point where a significant percentage of people are being born with radically out-of-tune defence systems that keep misfiring. The part that disturbs me most though is how much it's affecting other planetary stabilization systems as well — for example, food can not be preserved in root cellars (and elsewhere) as effectively as it could in the past. What would have kept for a winter season a hundred years ago now keeps for a month. I'm sure that many people have noticed this on a smaller scale just noting how differently vegetables and fruits keep in comparison to how they did a couple decades ago.

Our distribution systems these days are so good that we've replaced the concept of local production combined with storage with the concept of international production combined with shipping… In order to make these systems more and more efficient, less and less “buffer” is kept in place, so things move quickly from production to consumption, without a whole lot in the middle — and we've completely de-prioritized produce which keeps well, because it doesn't affect the selling price (if anything, something that looks good in the store but then rots a day later is what our disposible-culture corporations want to preferentially breed for). Which means that if something goes wrong, there's no food savings account to fall back on… And I'm not sure that we can switch to local production fast enough to adjust if we lose the ability to transport things so cheaply (assuming we can figure out the storage issues).

But I guess the good news is that if things fall apart, most people will die off pretty quickly.

Oh yeah, and Nefarious bit a kid really hard at school yesterday… I figure if she doesn't stop, and gets expelled, I can move way up north and let her grow up feral without any guilt, right? As I understand it, the solution to biting is living with wolves for a while, because they're good about biting each other when they play, but without generally hurting each other.

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CHRY show / fundraising

Later tonight, between 11PM and 2AM EST, I'll be cohosting Saira's Superfly Show on CHRY 105.5FM community/college radio. I used to host the Dilaudid Glide show there years and years ago, which is where the name “glider” comes from by the way. Anyway, it's fundraising right now, so that's part of the reason I'm headed up to help.

Here's a couple of the give-aways they have this year…

“Watts Up” because CHRY was approved this year for a bigger transmitter.

Anyway, because it's Halloween, I have a Halloween-themed set all ready to go… You can listen online by clicking here (but we'll be on between 11PM and 2AM EST tonight; until then is a wide range of community programming). If you are able to donate, it's definitely appreciated — this is one of the last two (I think) open format shows left on CHRY, so please put “For the SUPERFLY SHOW” in the comments section so CHRY knows that people still think open format radio is important.

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So, can I play Murderball?

So I go in for my ultrasound and all they can see on the screen is a large, hard mass. Whatever it is, the ultrasound is just bouncing off the outside and can't image what it is, or exactly how big it is because it blocks the waves from penetrating. So they decide to send me over to radiology for an x-ray to get a bit more internal and external detail.

While I was in the waiting room a Korean woman was freaking out, threatening to “report them”, and generally throwing a tantrum… I guess they'd let someone go in front of her that she thought was behind her in line. She turns to me and say, “they only let her go first because she's white.”

This was sort of an odd accusation because the woman who'd made the scheduling decision was Chinese. For all I know, Chinese racists hate Koreans, but most Chinese racists I've met have a far bigger problem with whites and blacks than they do with Koreans. In any case, I pointed out to her that the people she was accusing of being too pro-white were not white themselves.

Then she noticed I was white, laughed about what she'd said to me, and the situation seemed to diffuse a little. Anyway, so I got a bunch of x-rays of my right knee to try and ascertain what this growth on my tendon is. They gave me a CD of them so I can post a couple of them here.

I guess it's pretty much bonelike in density, and it's as large as my kneecap. It's a little sore right now from being manipulated and ultrasounded. I guess that I'll probably get referred to some sort of specialist next. I don't know whether they'll have to do a minor operation or if this is something that can be handled non-surgically. I figure it's been there since I was a kid (although I don't know if it's slowly grown in size, or if it's been like that since the start), so I'm not really too stressed about it.
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Knee, blah, car, blah…

So tomorrow I finally have my ultrasound for the tendon that's got a golf-ball-size something (probably some kind of calcium buildup) attached to it. It's been pretty unpleasant and uncomfortable lately so I'll definitely be glad not just to know what it is, but to be on course in getting it removed. When I was younger I used to fantasize about amputation, mostly because of the pain, but I'm sure that the actual treatment will be far less intense, ha…

It's funny too — I'm relatively sure that the problem has been there for ages, since I was a child, but since actually discovering it and becoming aware of the tangible physical problem (like knowing exactly where the lump is, and knowing that it's not just “part of my knee”) it's become acutely more painful. Sure, it's in part weather changes, and sure, I'm putting a lot more stress on it because of exercising, but it totally cracks me up to be aware that the increased perception of pain is totally a subconscious placebo effect that I'm powerless to control.

Anyway… I grabbed my truck back today (as you may remember, the muffler fell off), and dropped off the camo Porsche at the same time… It's so funny driving it, people are always pulling up beside me and taking camera phone pictures, and all of a sudden the moms that drop off their kids at school at the same time as I drop off Nefarious start talking to me more — which is weird because it's the same car as always. It's just a different color.

Driving around, and doing it every day as well, reminded me of long ago when I had a girlfriend that I used to give a ride to work every day… I really liked doing that. I think one of the things one misses being self employed or otherwise working out of the home is repetetive visiting with people in a non-home environment, and that's really warming and enjoyable. Makes me miss having a regular job in a way… And miss having a girlfriend (let alone wife) I guess too, ha…

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The barbell cracked my teeth

Haha, check out the pierced nipple cookies that Kelly and Phil made and shared some of with me! I didn't clue in to what they were until like a day after he gave them to me. Well, I guess that's what I get for posting that TV spelling error and not explaining it…

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