What's behind the pain?

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My sister Ashleigh Larratt (iam:hellisfum) is exactly ten years and two months younger than me. I actually wrote a long rambly entry with lots of private details of our lives (yes, it's deleted now), but the end point was that I think that she's grown to be the most talented artist in this generation of my family. She has the potential to produce amazing things.

She's just entered (late too, so she has to catch up on views) to be on the “On The Lot“, which at the end gives you a million dollar film deal if you win. I don't know if entering an art/experimental film will make it harder for her to get her foot in the door, but click below to view her entry (it's six minutes long, so please click it at a time when you can watch it fully).


Sanctuary

Warning: you might start crying at about three quarters of the way through depending on how emotional you are. Anyway, if you like it, please do take the time to login and rate the film — and if you do like it as much as I do, please do pass it on to friends so they can check it out too. I'd love to see what Ashleigh could produce with a seven-figure budget!

London (UK) in May

I'm thinking about going to SENI (one of the biggest unarmed combat events in the world)… My brother has been asked to do another P.A.L. supermatch (which means a six round rematch against the current US and WAF champion, who he beat the last time around), so I'd like to go see that again. His family is probably going with him so I'd be able to go with Nefarious too… And it would be very nice to see some of my UK friends in person again.

Part One:

Part Two:

Rest in Peace

More wandering around the neighborhoood

So even though Roo and I are kind of “joint-challenged” and neither of us has really had very much sleep for the last while due to pain (a few hours a night), we decided to take a walk back to those weird pipes (a few entries down from this one) and climb up and check them in detail. We didn't have a chance to do that because there was an extremely strange guy working there that wouldn't even talk to us. As in literally wouldn't talk — we'd talk to him and it was as if we were ghosts (maybe he was a deaf blind mute, I don't know, but he plays a mean pinball).

We poked around for a while and it seems to be a still functioning Viceroy Rubber factory… It's definitely still doing something, but it's not at all apparent whether weird mute dude works there, or if it's some sort of strange Edward Scissorhands-like fairytale of exile, or if he's just been abandoned like Milton in the basement. He's gonna burn the place down. He even kind of looked like Milton.

Lots of graffiti all over the Viceroy building and pretty much everything of course. We made tons of noise, went places we weren't supposed to, and even the security company vehicles just drove on past… Anyway, it looks like most of the buildings are in use by bizarro-world pack-rats and they're pretty much just full of garbage top to bottom but I'm not so sure. There was a lot full of big truck trailers (in perfect shape, not broken ones), and a few of them were unlocked, and even they were just full of garbage.

On to the graffiti:

We walked a bit further down the tracks and tried to see out if there was an easy way to get into the old concrete towers down the street, but there's no way in except via the basement and I'd rather do that with a flashlight! But it's pretty easy to get into so maybe I'll post some pictures of the inside if anyone's interested in having it scouted out for a guerrilla suspension.

They're building some sort of underground pipeline along the tracks. They were working on it yesterday, but today all of the big CAT stuff was abandoned. I was wondering if I could steal one and knock over a building for fun but that's probably a really terrible idea. In any case, I don't know if it's fiber installations (there was lots of fiber being laid) or what, but we climbed on down anyway. It was kind of odd, because there were CN rail workers watching us, but no one seemed to care, and no one appeared to be doing any work, maybe because of the cold.

They were laying two kinds of pipe (to satisfy that woman)… One was a steel pipe that they seemed to be gluing together (they had a sort of epoxy smell, and there were fans running inside the freshly placed ones). This was then followed by pouring a lot of concrete over them.

They were also putting in regular concrete sewers, so those big tubes were lying all over the place. There was actually tons of crazy stuff to take just thrown away — immense swaths of steel and iron, weird old broken machinery, to say nothing of the completely unprotected new gear…. If I had a studio in this area and a welder I could make some pretty cool stuff with just what's been left as garbage around here.

Well, on a more pleasant note:

Urban bunnies.

Mail call

I seem to be getting more funny/unusual/etc mail than usual lately. I have to admit that I think it's fun getting these, but at the same time it's sort of weird I think? I don't really know. I got high once and wrote a long letter to a blueberry farm, telling them over and over how they had the best blueberries around. I hope they liked the letter.

You may remember a while back I got a flattering but enigmatic letter from British Columbia and posted it here. Anyway, here's part two:

I got another interesting letter today, which you can see below. It came from Scotland. I've never been to Scotland, but they appear to have quite nice handwriting there.

The reason that this particular letter interests me so much is that there appears to be another letter underneath the short one, but it's been almost completely erased. Part of me wants to decode it, but it's really faint so I doubt I'll be able to get it (and they didn't push hard enough to pull it out via texture).

Anyway, I love getting letters… hopefully none of the senders eventually murder me.