My pain level has been really insane over the last week. As well as the dull ache that's always there, it feels like something is pushing out, like a blister about to burst (or a piercing that's overstretched and torn) combined with a slow, constant sawing through the tendons. It really, really sucks. I have maybe three hours in the day where I can think straight and pretty much the rest of the time I'm wiped out from just trying to keep going. I really want this to be over soon because I really feel like I'm nearing my limits on it all. That said, I've been convinced every day that I can't deal with more, and then more comes and it's dealt with, so maybe it's not so bad.
Anyway, I don't really want to whine and I've been trying to keep it to a minimum and focus on new projects, BME work, and happy art to put up around town. I know that for me, it's little things that make me feel better — seeing something funny when I'm walking down the street, getting a silly or touching postcard, even the right casual touch or comment — so I hope that some of the things that I do help others in the same way.
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