Shannon Larratt is Zentastic

Most of my day was pretty good (and I finally restarted ModBlog) but had a needlessly stressful end (not that the day is over). Just really irritating stuff that I shouldn't have to deal with. Other than that, I'm keeping a record of what I eat because there's some concern that I'm not eating enough and am losing weight I don't need to or want to be losing. So far today the list loooks pretty meager…

• Two red grapefruit
• About 50g of pine nuts, and about 50g of almonds
• A Rockstar
• About 1.5L of water

That's not really very much and I hope I eat more most days, but supper's still ahead. Other than that I have a dark hematoma a bit over my tumor that appeared yesterday (not a particularly unusual thing). I don't know if it's internal bleeding, because I noticed it not long after my leg made a very disturbing snapping noise (I think it's the tendon popping over the tumor), haa… Personally I think it's because I don't have proper feeling in that leg and am constantly shifting it, I'm probably just constantly banging it on stuff and not noticing. A week from today is the first procedure to finally deal with it.

Oh, and that's where I'm at with I think about four months at the gym… I'm still far from where I'd like to be but I think it's going well. I just have to eat more… I weigh less now than I have in my entire adult life (on one hand it's nice not having to carry around so much fat, but on the other hand, I like having mass behind me).

PS. Can anyone loan me an aerosan?