I ended up leaving the more capable troops to deal with London today… I spent most of the day feeling really sick and after hopping off the subway to turn pale in a coffee-shop I retired… It's mostly dissipated right now, but there's still quite a bit of underlying pain. I've treated myself as best I can, as tomorrow morning we leave at 9AM and then have five or so hours of driving over the day.
I have to admit that I find both traveling and general environmental change very stressful, both physically and emotionally, and if it wasn't for the support of both the above and Patrick I'd probably have already run home to Rachel — I don't think I can adequately write here how much not only that I Love her, but how much I need her just to hold the fabric of my life together.
PS. That said, if I'm feeling a lot more sick tomorrow morning then I hope that I can make a tough decision in the right way, because the next three days are the toughest leg.
Oh, and I forgot just how nice it is to use IAM on a low-latency connection!
Off to bed now, I want to be well rested!
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